In life I don’t want to be just one thing, do just one thing, have one road to go down. I have a variety of plans that are spread across multiple creative and business fields. While design will always be a main aspect there is so much to do.
Derek Powazek recently wrote this article on the subject.
I’ve often wrestled with this, because I’ve never been able to pick just one thing to be. I’m an artist and an entrepreneur. I’m a storyteller and performer in the spotlight, but also an editor and publisher who promotes others. I love words and pixels. I just can’t pick.
For many years I thought this inability to choose was a deficiency. Some sort of personal failure. But now I believe that it’s just part of being alive. At least, it is for me. I have a lot of masters. My challenge is to hold them in balance.

I completely agree and struggle with the same questions!
Sometimes, I want to be a designer. Other times, I want to be a writer. Then I decide to be a programmer. Or do I want to be an entrepreneur? In the end, I think I’ll end up doing all of those things and more.
you said it buddy! balance is like the sunshine.